â€œI want my life, â€¦ I will have my lifeâ€ (137). In the drama of the â€œCrucibleâ€ John Proctor is accused of being a witch. John is unaware of the reason he is accused, but it is obvious that every time someone comes close to getting to the bottom of the girls lie that is the person the girls accuse.
Before the beginning of the play John had committed lechery with Abigail Williams. John Proctor is almost ready to admit that he is a witch even though he is not, some reasons that he doesnâ€™t admit it could be that it could help to make the girls seem like they are telling the truth, because he doesnâ€™t want to live a lie and because he doesnâ€™t want other people to look at him as a witch, nor does he want people to follow his lie and start admitting to things when they didnâ€™t really do it. John Proctor would rather die honest than live a lie!John Proctor committed lechery with Abigail Williams. Abigail Williams wants John Proctor to love her, but he is married to Elizabeth, and he doesnâ€™t want to leave her for Abigail. Abigail knows that John doesnâ€™t want to leave his wife, so she tries to get rid of her, first by drinking a charm to kill her, and she then accuses her of witchcraft.
John knows that Abigail is trying to get rid of his wife so he knows that he has to tell the courts about what happened between the two of them so that they will realize why she is making the accusations on his wife. When he admits his fault to the court the girls turns around and accuse him of witchcraft in order to save themselves. John is put in jail for three months because of this accusation. After all of this time he nearly decides to admit to it, but he then realizes what it would do to himself and his name.â€œI have given you my soul, leave me my nameâ€ (143).
John Proctor does not want people to look at him and think that he is a witch, and he knows that they will if he signs to it. Proctor admitted to witchcraft; though he wasnâ€™t guilty, but it was only to save his life; he knows that he isnâ€™t a witch, and the people who were there to hear him admit to it donâ€™t matter because they will think that he is a witch anyhow and he doesnâ€™t care to change their minds. Proctor knows the only way to live is to confess, and he will do that only to save his life, but he doesnâ€™t want to have to sign his name. If Proctor were to sign his name the whole village will think he is a witch, and he will have signed away his name.
â€œâ€¦Let her witness your good example that she may come to God herselfâ€¦â€ (139). When Proctor.